~All praise be to Allah~

Received from dearest friend whom i really called my SISTER;

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W;

"Celuplah jarimu ke dalam air laut. Air yang menitis dari jarimu adalah nikmat
dunia. Baki air laut yang terbentang luas itulah nikmat syurga."

"Sesungguhnya kebahagiaan itu tidak akan datang tanpa kesabaran dan keinsafan;

Semoga Allah menjadikan sesuatu yang PAHIT itu sebagai nikmat yang
menyenangkan.

Cukuplah Allah bagiku, dialah sebaik-baik pelindung.

Badly injured.. :(

Mad, devastating, fed-up, sick and tired; everything in one. I need time and space. Pleaseeee!!!!! arghhhhhhhhh..I wish i'm not here!!

Some UPDATES :D

Alhamdulillah, all praise be to Allah.
How grateful I am today to the Almighty, as I am STILL able to live in His world.

It's about two months now since my last update. Been QUITE busy with work and my sister's upcoming walimah. Alhamdulillah, everything flow as planned.

Before I started to update just now, all the ideas were pouring in my head but once my hands started to play on the keyboard, the ideas absolutely vanish. Haiahhhhh. Its not that easy aite to right. How i adore the writers and bloggers. They are consistent.

Actually, am at work, there are still buckets of testing need to be done. Barrels of emails to be replied. FORTUNATELY, the outlook is having problem, server problem. Alhamdulillah :). SO, i have to use this valuable time to update my blog. Moini dear, dun get mad. Am trying very hard here to update. heheheheheh. Especially for you dear!heheheheheheh.

Last 3rd ~ 6th of March, I was with my TESTING buddy in Indonesia. 1st destination: Bukit Tinggi, SUMATERA, then to JARAKTA then last to MEDAN. Alhamdulillah mission accomplished. Last destination tu, demam pulak. Buat testing nye pasal. Dalam dok demam2 pun kena gaklah testing. Medan WORST la service. Nak tak nak kena gaklah testing. Sungguh pilu & syahdu ja rasa sebab mak pak jauh time demam2 ni :D.

Some pics of our TESTING trip. Testing buddy: SHIDAH.

This is the hotel that we have stayed during kat Bukit Tinggi;

The Hills

My testing buddy; SHIDAH and I

The Minang Building is the BANK.

Medan

Budak demam nak balik, huhu

Balik ja from Indonesia, tak sampai seminggu pun lagi, FLY plak ke Sarawak. My bestfwen wedding. Destination: KG SANTUBONG, Sarawak. Along, thank you very much for the hospitality. Yang best nye, all along family members treat me like their FAMILY as well as my TESTING buddy; SHIDAH. Tak terasala pun mcm org luar. Serious best! Even rasanya if adik bradik nya kenduri pun tak mcm ni. Ambik gambar tu jgnlah cakap, sampai photographer pun FED-UP.hahahahahahahaha...bak kate org2 tua, PALING AMBIK GAMBAR LAH. Hehheeheheh, so some memorable pics to be shared.

Along and I before nikah

After nikah

wehwehweh pengapits la pulak. :D. ~Reception~

Ada jugak yang nak menyelit; adik along

My bodyguards ;)

now, really2 am takde ideas. Will sambung ok.

Sungguh lama rasnya

Terasa mcm dah dah lama tak mengarang.

Bz lah kononnye. Ok, mcm banyak jek nak tulih. Almaklumlah, mood nak mengarang baru datang. Kalau mood malas sedang melanda, idea yang BANYAK tak dapat nak dikeluarkan, terkubur jelah dalam pala otak ini :) :).

The best part before ape2 pun, I've met my best friend Muhaini. Alhamdulillah, jumpa jugak ngan my moini. Terasa dah lama sungguh tak jumpa moini. Tapi seronok sangat jumpa my dear friend moini. She came down to KL before going to JB for work. We met at PELITA KLCC. Sembang ja ngan moini sebab dia nak betolak pi JB on that day. Anyway, guess what, we will going for holiday together this coming July. Tix dah beli, tinggal nak gi jek. Ok moini, accomodation pun dah disettlekan. No worries dear, everything is under control. Just get yourself ready aite.

Alhamdulillah, bonus for last year pun dah kluar. Wehwehweh, tak lah banyak sangat, tapi alhamdulillah syukur pada yang Maha Esa. Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki lagi tahun ni, AMIN. Semalam teman kak nora gi Pavillion, kononnye dia nak redeem cash voucher yang dia dapat kat Parkson. So, pegilah teman dia. Teman punya teman, huh, terJERAT jugak membeli. Kononnye, taknaklah membeli, tapi inilah dia bahana yang dinamakan NAFSU membeli yang tak boleh dielakkan. Bonus masuk pun belom, dah beshoppinG. Adoiiiii. Then, terus balik umah. Kesal. wehwehweh, kesal la sangat. :P

Next week, tuesday gi Padang. The whole next week outstation-INDONESIA. Tak dapatlah nak attend atih's wedding. She's one of my sis back school. Sorry much atih. This outstation thing was not planned. Adhoc, need to support CORPORATE customers meeting @ Bukit tinggi. In a first place when it was being informed by kak nora, thought it will be in BUKT TINGGI, PAHANG. Unfortunately, BUKIT TINGGI PADANG SUMATERA. After Sumatera, then Jakarta, then Medan. Will be home on Atih's reception, 8th March. So Monday jelah kat ofis. Dah la keje yang sedia ade menimbun -nimbun, haihhhhh, pending lagi la nampak gayanye. Adoiiiiii, sib baiklah 9th cuti. Itupun lagi depa nak suh balik 9th, banyak cantek.

12th March malam will be going to Kuching pulak. Attending along's wed. huhuhu. Bejalan saje bulan ni. Habih la bonus :). Will be in Kuching for 3 nites then will be flying to Miri, jumpe adik ena. So will be BACK to KL on the 17th. 18th masok opis.

This is some of the updates until my next entry. Hopefully, during my stay in Indonesia, I'll be able to post some updates. HOPEFULLY, kalau tak bz. Ok then, seee ya wen I see ya. Wish me luck. :D

It's been a while since my last entry. Busy testing, meeting, bosring, sleeping and eating perhaps :D. Just came back from minum2 wif my old friend. At 12.30am I'm having NASIK LEMAK for my supper. durrrhhhhhhh NASIK LEMAK. been avoiding having nasik lemak in the morning, end up having it for SUPPER. Isn't it very clever, missssss Azreen?! Yeah rite. Who care's! I like!

A friend of mine fetched me @ about 12.05am. No clue where to lepak. We drove to ampang point, huh, I told you, MALAYSIAN really likes to have LATE supper. Pelita ampang, FULL HOUSE. Then, we decided to go to PELITA KLCC. Drove along Jalan Ampang and it was not a surprise if you came-across traffic jam at 12:15am. Again, PELITA KLCC: FULL HOUSE. No parking as well. We went straight ahead, unfortunately, we have to turn back as the traffic was not moving in front of BSN, Jalan Ampang. Decided then to minum2 at Kg. Baru. Not very sure what's the name of the stall but the NASIK LEMAK is quite OK. I enjoyed!

Anyway, I am close to Zzzzzz now. I can't even have my eyes widely open. Will continue...nite2. Zzzzzzz

At last :D

Al-hamdulillah to the Al-Mighty!

Lat week, I've received the interview news! Alhamdulillah, Al-Mighty Allah, I've been called for the job. They have called me and confirmed. My offer letter is ready and just awaiting me to sign and accept the offer.Now, my worry is much on tendering my resignation.

The decision to accept the offer is never be easier. Huh, I am DEAD end. There are many opinions that are acceptable and some were not. The feelings of LET ME FREE is always bothering me. But security is the main thing to think of. I dun know now. Half of me saying GOOOOO, and the other half ask me to STAY...I just dun know. I haven't decide yet but am very sure that THEY will ask me to come and accept the offer very2 soon.

Ohhhh LIFE is not as easy as it looks...help, help :(

The opportunity is always there and open to every each of us. Depending on us how to change ourselves.

Chapter 2

Back to my stories. I've touched about work and how disturbed I was with the OFFICE SCENARIOS.


The second chapter of head spinning :(.

PEOPLE. I've met many2 PEOPLEs with different characters and styles. Good and kind and some might be cruel and bad. This is nature. Yeap, i never deny. when it comes to someone that you call a FRIEND and trust them, you'll hurt if one day the friend that you call A FRIEND is not your friend anymore. How hard to accept things that even you yourself cant believe that the person you call A FRIEND could do such bad things to you. Yes, some might say that we couldn't TRUST people even a FRIEND 100% but surely, if you have indeed call someone as your FRIEND that is close to you, you can never have the heart to do something bad, isn't it? We need friends in life. We share sweet and bad memories/news together.

I never thought that a FRIEND that I personally call a friend wasn't actually accept me as a friend. How dissapointed and devastating I am when the journey of friendship has come to the end. But I have no choice. How in the world you would have feel if the person talk bad things about you, accusing you for something that you didn't do and instructing others to hate you? Is that the meaning of friendship? Is that what you call a friend?

By taking some time for a long thought and thinking, I rather stay AWAY from these peoples. The PERSON may say whatever the person wish to say and I believe one day, the PERSON will be paid in CASH. I didn't pray for bad things to happen but I believe things happened with a reason. There's something good from what had happened.

No matter how much the friendship means to you, if you have to let it go, leave it. Love ourselve first before loving others. Learn from the failures of yesterday to have the better tomorrow.

Something spinning again

Nowadays, many things seems to be hunting me again. Lots of thinking need to be done and the best that i can describe: speechless, clueless and even more i dun have enough space and room to be stored in my head. I would prefer to LET IT GO ABOVE MY HEAD for a moment. This is what i used to do when all my MAJOR-PROBLEMS come to dead end. The first thing that bother's me much is about wat i earn for living now. Have been working about three years and I am so grateful to be apart of the team. The team itself, GREAT. But yeah, not all things will be as what we wished for aite. I can't deny DIFFERENT PEOPLE, DIFFERENT CHARACTERS.

Wat bothering me here is that how actually we are being review. I'm sure numbers of you out there know wat i meant. If you have bosses that review you on your capabilities on delivering your work, yeap, fair enough. But what happenes if THERE ARE bosses whom actually promote their FAVORS although THESE FAVORS are not actually 'people' who deserves the PROMOTION. In fact, they are actually measured by beauty, the way they speak and not their work. I didn't come to this situation but I raised this issue as it always happened. My concern here is, how can a company rely on THESE-FAVOR peoples? What actually can they contribute? their beauty instead?? Have a thought bosses. You'll loose the best KEY PLAYER in your team or organisation if you didn't realise what you do is totally WRONG and you deserve to be blame of if your team FAIL to perform. Appreciate the PEOPLE-WITH BRAIN not the ones with the LOOKS.

Back to my exact problem :D. The performance reviewed has been done for thiis year and inshaAllah, bonus will be out next month. The PEAK of my DISTURBANCE emotions with the so-call "LOVING DEPARTMENT"; I have applied other jobs ;). Have been attended interviews and awaiting offer letter. During my reviewed session, I will be assign MORE and MORE tasks and my job scope is expanding. What I know is that, even now, what I've been practising and been doing is more than what my JD is. So I am not that SURPRISED to know further for what I've heard. It will just be as it is.

Socrates used to say and I quote: "TO IS TO BE".

To be continueeeeeee