Al-hamdulillah to the Al-Mighty!
Lat week, I've received the interview news! Alhamdulillah, Al-Mighty Allah, I've been called for the job. They have called me and confirmed. My offer letter is ready and just awaiting me to sign and accept the offer.Now, my worry is much on tendering my resignation.
The decision to accept the offer is never be easier. Huh, I am DEAD end. There are many opinions that are acceptable and some were not. The feelings of LET ME FREE is always bothering me. But security is the main thing to think of. I dun know now. Half of me saying GOOOOO, and the other half ask me to STAY...I just dun know. I haven't decide yet but am very sure that THEY will ask me to come and accept the offer very2 soon.
Ohhhh LIFE is not as easy as it looks...help, help :(
The opportunity is always there and open to every each of us. Depending on us how to change ourselves.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Chapter 2
Back to my stories. I've touched about work and how disturbed I was with the OFFICE SCENARIOS.
The second chapter of head spinning :(.
PEOPLE. I've met many2 PEOPLEs with different characters and styles. Good and kind and some might be cruel and bad. This is nature. Yeap, i never deny. when it comes to someone that you call a FRIEND and trust them, you'll hurt if one day the friend that you call A FRIEND is not your friend anymore. How hard to accept things that even you yourself cant believe that the person you call A FRIEND could do such bad things to you. Yes, some might say that we couldn't TRUST people even a FRIEND 100% but surely, if you have indeed call someone as your FRIEND that is close to you, you can never have the heart to do something bad, isn't it? We need friends in life. We share sweet and bad memories/news together.
I never thought that a FRIEND that I personally call a friend wasn't actually accept me as a friend. How dissapointed and devastating I am when the journey of friendship has come to the end. But I have no choice. How in the world you would have feel if the person talk bad things about you, accusing you for something that you didn't do and instructing others to hate you? Is that the meaning of friendship? Is that what you call a friend?
By taking some time for a long thought and thinking, I rather stay AWAY from these peoples. The PERSON may say whatever the person wish to say and I believe one day, the PERSON will be paid in CASH. I didn't pray for bad things to happen but I believe things happened with a reason. There's something good from what had happened.
No matter how much the friendship means to you, if you have to let it go, leave it. Love ourselve first before loving others. Learn from the failures of yesterday to have the better tomorrow.
The second chapter of head spinning :(.
PEOPLE. I've met many2 PEOPLEs with different characters and styles. Good and kind and some might be cruel and bad. This is nature. Yeap, i never deny. when it comes to someone that you call a FRIEND and trust them, you'll hurt if one day the friend that you call A FRIEND is not your friend anymore. How hard to accept things that even you yourself cant believe that the person you call A FRIEND could do such bad things to you. Yes, some might say that we couldn't TRUST people even a FRIEND 100% but surely, if you have indeed call someone as your FRIEND that is close to you, you can never have the heart to do something bad, isn't it? We need friends in life. We share sweet and bad memories/news together.
I never thought that a FRIEND that I personally call a friend wasn't actually accept me as a friend. How dissapointed and devastating I am when the journey of friendship has come to the end. But I have no choice. How in the world you would have feel if the person talk bad things about you, accusing you for something that you didn't do and instructing others to hate you? Is that the meaning of friendship? Is that what you call a friend?
By taking some time for a long thought and thinking, I rather stay AWAY from these peoples. The PERSON may say whatever the person wish to say and I believe one day, the PERSON will be paid in CASH. I didn't pray for bad things to happen but I believe things happened with a reason. There's something good from what had happened.
No matter how much the friendship means to you, if you have to let it go, leave it. Love ourselve first before loving others. Learn from the failures of yesterday to have the better tomorrow.
Something spinning again
Nowadays, many things seems to be hunting me again. Lots of thinking need to be done and the best that i can describe: speechless, clueless and even more i dun have enough space and room to be stored in my head. I would prefer to LET IT GO ABOVE MY HEAD for a moment. This is what i used to do when all my MAJOR-PROBLEMS come to dead end. The first thing that bother's me much is about wat i earn for living now. Have been working about three years and I am so grateful to be apart of the team. The team itself, GREAT. But yeah, not all things will be as what we wished for aite. I can't deny DIFFERENT PEOPLE, DIFFERENT CHARACTERS.
Wat bothering me here is that how actually we are being review. I'm sure numbers of you out there know wat i meant. If you have bosses that review you on your capabilities on delivering your work, yeap, fair enough. But what happenes if THERE ARE bosses whom actually promote their FAVORS although THESE FAVORS are not actually 'people' who deserves the PROMOTION. In fact, they are actually measured by beauty, the way they speak and not their work. I didn't come to this situation but I raised this issue as it always happened. My concern here is, how can a company rely on THESE-FAVOR peoples? What actually can they contribute? their beauty instead?? Have a thought bosses. You'll loose the best KEY PLAYER in your team or organisation if you didn't realise what you do is totally WRONG and you deserve to be blame of if your team FAIL to perform. Appreciate the PEOPLE-WITH BRAIN not the ones with the LOOKS.
Back to my exact problem :D. The performance reviewed has been done for thiis year and inshaAllah, bonus will be out next month. The PEAK of my DISTURBANCE emotions with the so-call "LOVING DEPARTMENT"; I have applied other jobs ;). Have been attended interviews and awaiting offer letter. During my reviewed session, I will be assign MORE and MORE tasks and my job scope is expanding. What I know is that, even now, what I've been practising and been doing is more than what my JD is. So I am not that SURPRISED to know further for what I've heard. It will just be as it is.
Socrates used to say and I quote: "TO IS TO BE".
To be continueeeeeee
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